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BangyaLunatic
Why am I not good enough?
What's wrong with me?
Don't I do my best?
I want him to love me, ah~ ah~ aah~
But others are talking to him
I know that but I pretend I don't know
The girl with hollow eyes
pretends to be mentally ill and cut her wrists
Shinjuku, Ikebukuro, Shibuya,
and Takadanobaba, I visit a lot
You'd bring me to Zepp
You promised me, ah~ ah~ aah~
But that's just a dream
I understand that but I pretend I'm an idiot
The girl who can't stop being dependent
is terrified of being abandoned
Someone, anyone, notice me, hey
My head's going in circles
Restricting, purging, I'm miserable, hey
Yeah, if it's clear tomorrow I'll die
Self-harm and paranoid psychosis and overdosing and self-loathing and stuff
I was blind to pain but I'm clear-headed and regret it
I opened my legs and slept with a lie-covered body
Those days are over and I can't go back, so I'll "die"
Someone, anyone, notice me, hey
My head's going in crazy
Mania and depression are my friends
I'm a pitiful ps*cho
Someone, anyone, notice me, hey
My head's going in circles
Restricting, purging, I'm miserable, hey
Yeah, if it's clear tomorrow I'll die
Sockpuppeting and masochism and starving and doctoring photos and so on
That was my extremely harmful life on Tanuki[1]
The weekend we first met up in front of Hachiko[2]
I can't leave those days so I cry
Self-harm and paranoid psychosis and overdosing and self-loathing and stuff
I was blind to pain but I'm clear-headed and regret it
I opened my legs and slept with a lie-covered body
Those days are over and I can't go back, so I'll "die"
[1] Tanuki is an anonymous Internet forum where girls go to talk about Visual Kei bandomen. Being an anonymous forum you can imagine the sort of things they say and post...
[2] Hachiko is a famous landmark outside the Shibuya train station. It's a statue of a dog who stood there every single day until he died waiting for his owner to come back. You know, like in Futurama.
